Trying to decide if I like to be hidden behind my bangs or not. The weeks have been slow and numbing. But I’m okay for now. Katie started a garden at our house, there are rose bushes and incense plants. They make life beautiful. It made me so happy. Our cocktail party is coming up shortly, I found old 1950’s scrap fabric that I’m making cocktail napkins out of. I think a bunch of people are upset, because they think I deleted them on Facebook, but I just deleted myself. Kind of makes me laugh. I felt like ranting this morning before I started my 11 hour work day. French men are very nice, they invited me to Paris, but they tipped me poorly. How am I supposed to get there with pockets full of change?!